I've always been a night owl ... never been a morning person ... I hate mornings ... I have been able to get up and be successful working at 6am or having class at 7 ... but it's not my first choice ...
Lately I've been having problems sleeping, but what drives me most crazy is that I could sleep until three in the afternoon if I let myself ... but I can't get to sleep at night ... at least not without "help" ...
I hate the idea of being dependent on a pill or even a stiff drink to get me to sleep at night ... and I don't understand exactly what is going on with my body right now. I've always struggled with issues of insomnia, but
this is something I've only dealt with a handful of times ... instead of just not being able to sleep period ... I just can't sleep when I should sleep, when I have the time to sleep ... but then I'm exhausted all day ... could fall asleep at the drop of a hat, but at night, I'm wide awake and full of energy, regardless of how much sleep I've gotten in the last several days ...
I don't want to rely on drugs to sleep, but I may need to for a few nights to maybe adjust my body to where it needs to be again ...
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